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since 15 august 2009
 
 

Mmm...Sexy.

Change of plans, gonna meet the boy after he's done with his tatt.
& i'm extremely tempted to get my skin inked toooooo. if i do get one done, i'll prolly get my left hip inked. dilemma, dilemma. to do or not to do? really super tempted! how? how? how?
I swear the temptation's getting stronger by the day, right now, if i had the cash and design i want, i'd run to the tattoo parlour to get one done right away. THAT'S how strong the urge is!
fck.

Gyming with the girls on Friday. Okay, well at least Liying & I worked out while Chanel surfed the net and Angel...She did 3 crunches & ran on the treadmill! *applause* :D

& we're gonna go off to Angel's poolside soon to drink & chillax. Loverboy's joining us too (:
Too bad CLY headed home already :(

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More snaps on FB, & more peekchures up the next entry (:
xoxo
-Rachel Esther

"there won't be a day where you'd be crying alone."
"i'll prove to you that i'm not like the other guys"
"i really don't wanna lose you"
"i love you"

the number of times i've heard things like these - countless.
the number of times i believed - countless.
the number of times these words turn out to be a lie - countless.

philophobia ; now i'm really scared.
thanks.

So like ever since me and my brother (yes, i've got an elder brother if you don't already know) grew too cool to hang around each other, play wrestling, scream at each other and laugh at our own stupidity, we became distant. I remember one point of time, we hardly even talked. Conversations were made up of one casual sentence in a few weeks. Only recently, our cold relationship seems to be getting better. I guess it's cuz of work that we grew a tad closer. Ho-hum. i realise that i actually love my brother more than i know. no, really. aha.
Okay, anyway, i watched 2012 twice. Once with Chanel, and the other with Shaneboy<3 & now LYH just asked if i mind watching it the 3rd time. His treat! hahaha! Wondering if i should, got that pile of work waiting to be completed. so we'll seeeeee.

movie date with the loverboy @ vivocity yesterday. caught Jennifer's Body. I swearrrr Megan Fox is the sexxx. Her figure's like W.O.W. & i reached home around 4.30am cuz we caught a late night show. lo♥e spending time with the boy. He's the sweetest thing ever.

need i say more?
i lo♥e you too boyfriend!

More snaps here:
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& i haven't met Esther Tan in ages =/ haven't contacted her since the last meet up. imy girl!

(live life. love life.)

i'm a hundred percent positive
that i've never seen anything more adorable than when you're sound asleep.
xoxo

Okay okay! Last post of the day i promiseeee! I just HAVE to say this,
2012 is AWESOME!!
It's a show that's definitely not to be missed. Really, the suspense keeps your eyes glued to the screen & the graphics' a WOW. Honestly, you can miss whatever show you want but DON'T MISS THIS ONE! I don't mind catching it again it's undoubtedly worth the bucks! The first time i'm saying that about a movie, that's how superb the show is (:
& i'm drainingggg my wallet dry! Spent again today, i think i'm getting hooked on splurging. Gotta kick that habit. Actually, i think babyboy influenced me! HAHA! But anyway, i had a nice time with Chanel. I think it's the first timewe went out, like just the 2 of ust. & i'd expect more hang outs!
right, idk why but i'm in good spirits tonight :D
kkkkkkkk..
back to the drawing board now.
toodles!

K so i'm waiting for the clock to hit 3.45pm then i'd leave school & go meet chanel, movie date!
Was at the library with the classmates & we couldn't get a connection there cuz i think we were too high up or something so i took a lil' break from work & played with photoshop.

left: before.
right: i gave myself some eyeliner and made my skin nice and pimple-free! & i made my cheeks less fat, loveee the jawline there.
damn, i'm so gonna try to get rid of those fat cheeks! they make a friggin' big difference luh please! &&& i'm tempted to start putting on make up but i'm afraid it'll aggravate my current skin condition :(
oh & i'm loving my hair in that shot :D
I think shane & my cousins are right, i shoudn't get my fringe snipped.

okay, that aside, i'm alone right now just outside design school while the rest are still in the library. call me insane but i chose to be left alone, and i kinda like being cooped up in my own invisible shell to do my own things sometimes. The weird part is i HATE staying home alone or even staying home for that matter cuz i'll get all restless and stuff. & i've been thinking, maybe i should learn to stop wearing my heart on my sleeve cuz my blog always seem to depict a love-drunk me. ha. but love's hardly ever a silent thing right? Well at least for me luh. Like even if i try to keep things hush, things just wouldn't go the way i want them to. and like how i always contradict myself, may these words contradict what i just said about wearing my heart on my sleeve.

hey hero, i'm missing you <3

Went to Sentosa yesterday with pretty girl, Shumei for a tanning session. There was no sun when we got there, & after sitting around wondering when the sun would be out and filling our tummies with chips, tuna and bread, we realised we were sitting in the shade. like seriouslyyyyy...so dumb!! ha. I'm not very much tanned, idk why, & shumei's a lil' burnt. But anyway, i still had a jolly good time catching up with her & reminiscing about the old days AND laughing at ourselves. really, those were the times. missed much.


left: our lesbian couple shot. HAHA.

That girl just gets prettier as the years go by. Let's hang out more often girl (:
& i finally bought my Dickies backpack love it ttm!!
So anywayyy, we met up with baby after dinner @ Cityhall then headed down to Pasir Ris where we bade farewell to Shumei. Then darling decided to catch a movie.
Our very first movie together - Paranormal Activity (:
I think only the last part was scary, nonetheless, i enjoyed the show & most of all, the company :D
Tomorrow, 2012 with chanellll & shane babyyy!
& Thursday, lunch with the rest of the girls!
Can't wait cuz i've not seen them for soooooo long!
k, gotta run now,
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Finally done with colour & light and 2D art. My back's aching from all that painting. Pretty impressed with my work i must say. Shane helped me paint too! Thanks love!! Wouldn't have completed it so soon without you (:
oh, & leslie too, thankssss!

craving for popeye's!!
am gonna feed that craving NOW NOW NOW!!

in school wasting my time away again. waiting for the light room to be vacated then i can start on my stupid colour & light assignment. ITZXSZXS DUE TOMORROW LUH SHINGZZZZ!
I can actually start on the stupid chingay banner but it's still early, none of us are in the mood to paint.
plus,
i feel like crap right now cuz of last night. i h8 this feeling to the max. can't imagine how many times within this one month i've felt this way.
i too wish we could just be free.
sighs. i shall bury myself with work & hopefully, drown that terrible feeling.
feels like i need a strong one.

 sweet much? haha.
soooo...i'm at baby boy's house right now & i was REALLY surprised cuz my beloved boy bought me accessories for my beloved Mac. Knowing that my mouse is spoiled & my lappy's easily dirtied, the thoughtful him bought a new mouse for me with the same design cuz he knows i loveeee that mouse loads & he bought protectors for the keyboard, trackpad and all. How thoughtful right? THANKS DARLING (:
& i'm glad you love the wallet i gave you. heh, was so worried you wouldn't like it.
i love you boyfriend ♥

& his mom just asked me to try her cookinggg. Devil's curry, some Eurasian dish, really niceeee. but i'm shyyyy so shyyyy! haha. shane's like dying his hair in the toilet right now & i was outside, just me and his mom. SUPER SHY!
haha, but his mom's friendly luh, cute too :D

cute mom, cute son. cute son, cute girlfriend.
HAHAHAH! WTH!
i should just shut up.
k bye.

Geez boy, your absence is really getting to me. I can't remember the last time i missed someone this much. Betcha' having fun right now while i'm stuck here with schooool! Sucks to be me. heh.
Anywayyyy, i've not been able to contact you since you left SGP, guess your phone doesn't have the auto-roam function. Like really, IMYSFM!! Oh, & i've got a lil' something for you when you get back (:
I just got it for you just now, really do hope you'll like it! I so can't wait for you to be back tomorrow!
xoxo.


& I spent yesterday catching up with some good old friends, had a nice chat over lunch with Mel, met up with E & the rest of the girls after drum & we played with nail polish @ Daph's place, laughed like mad as usual. & then met up with Shumei for some drinking and slacking through the night. I guess yesterday was pretty well spent, except for the fact that i totally neglected my school work. Am @ granny's place now, my first visit since she was discharged, granny's lost a lot of weight, but i guess she's recovering well. I miss my chubby grandmama though. Right, imma get some sleep soon, haven't slept much cuz of last night.
&
I'm counting down the hours to seeing you again! :D